How time flies, new year is coming, no, it has already come. Celebrate and make a wonderful wish.

Last year is a really tough year for me, I lost a lot while I gain a lot. I had a life on the curve, sharply up and down, excessive laugh and tear, so confusing that I can not tell what is my life like and what my life will be, everything is changing everyday. Thanks to my parents and my friends, they helped me and guided me to a new horizon patiently, I can feel it and I really appreciate it, I want to say thank you from my heart, I am lucky because of you!

   I am a common girl, I know it well, I am weak, I learn it well too, but I have my own dreams, not a grandiose dream, but a common girl’s common dream, maybe it is too common to be spoken out, but it always safely in my heart. I want to have as much knowledge as possible, and make it useful to the society and gain the recognition of the society at the same time; I want to be loved by the one who I cherish, and live happily and heart-to-heart everyday…….so many common dreams, they all came out when the new year bell is ringing. Wish myself a wonderful year and every dream comes true, wish my parents and friends healthy and happy everyday…….  

   乱，真的很乱，连想写点什么都不知道。

   不敢用力去想什么，越想那些乱七八糟越清晰。

   收到妍的信息，字里行间感觉到她的幸福，为她开心。她说给我的那些贴心的话，让我觉得我自己真的是乱了。

   我想怎么样？我的事情办的怎么样？给自己下个决定吧。看了这些话，才发现原来自己什么都不能为自己做。

   对不起，我迷路了，我唯一期盼的就是不要伤害到别人，尤其是那些爱护我的人，默默守护我的人。

   可不可以不要看我，一个乱作一团的人被别人观赏会更慌乱，让我安静下来，好好想一想。拿起斧头，为自己的未来凿出一条路？

   还是拿起色子，从高空坠下，为自己找一个lucky number？我知道我已经带给别人很大的无奈了，不想这样，可是别无他法，感到抱歉。

   我会尽力做好我能做的，希望自己开心，也希望他人能够理解。